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« on: June 30, 2006, 11:44:08 PM » |
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They say love is unfair, I'd say yes...
I seldom fell in love and it's always just me who knows it. I've never felt love from a guy, and i believe thats how it's going to be for the rest of my years. sad but true.
I was so thankful for a neighbor for being my inspiration for the past few years, although he calls me "ate" I was still contented. He made my mornings exciting. I would always hope to see him and just day dream how it would be like if he loves me back. Being with him was the climax of every day. It made me blush when people around us would tease me about him. I guess he wasn't my secret love at all. although i may sound a loser. Yes, i love him deeply with all my heart. Even if it's just one way.
For the past month i felt he was making a connection to my closest friend. A normal reaction would be jealousy of course, but being the loser i am, i even pushed them to be together, for i know I'll never have a chance with him. I could never ask them to stop liking one another. It was the hardest role i had to play. Knowing how i feel about this guy, at least she promised I'd be the first one to know if they'd be together for she knew how i felt about him. I felt recognized by the gesture.
My heart is badly broken. They are now together but still denies about it. They treat me as if I'm a numb person who doesn't know the difference between being friends and lovers. A friend that was my family for years, A friend whom i thought would be honest.
I've been crying, for the past week for losing someone I've never actually had. I'm disappointed for being the last to know. They made me feel the loneliest person on earth. i feel I lost two of my best friends.
I have nothing to look at but the four corners of my walls. I'm all soaked with tears. My heart is crushed and i couldn't hardly breathe. The memories are hitting me like stones to my head. It hurts so bad i just wish I'd never wake up from my sleep. I just wish my heart would heal fast enough that I'd never had to hate anyone. I wish to be alone at the moment.
I know loving is taking a risk and hurting is always a part of it. but love for me could never be fair. it's always going to be a sad love story. My heart is out. So love me, hate me, pity me, make fun of me, i don't really care. For it's my unfair love story.
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« on: June 30, 2006, 11:44:08 PM » |
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♀tinay - (ANTISOCIALITE)♂
dont get me wrong. ill accept those. U HATE me? then hate me. its your choice now. forgive me anytime u like.but i dont want u to hate me anymore. im really sorry.
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« Reply #1 on: July 01, 2006, 12:48:37 AM » |
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lab laban na ba to?
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« Reply #2 on: July 01, 2006, 02:14:42 AM » |
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lab laban na ba to?
And again pl modify. Modify button is located above the post.Just warning you plz post in English when you are out the designated boards. I'm not sure if u posted this before or after I replied to you speaking tagalog out of the desginated board but be reminded to read the forum rules before posting.
Okay next time if you are not sure msg 1 of the moderators or refer to the forum rules. I see now you posted this before I warned you the first time. Just in friendster phillipines. thanks and Njoy!
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« Reply #3 on: July 03, 2006, 06:05:11 AM » |
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kaya mo poh yan!!!  Pls Post in English. Thanks
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« Reply #4 on: July 16, 2006, 12:34:52 AM » |
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aww... that should hurt.... i felt really bad for u...  but hey..lighten up...the're is someone special out there made just for you... ...just be patient...and keep on prayin.. don't give up, hold on!!
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« Reply #4 on: July 16, 2006, 12:34:52 AM » |
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« Reply #5 on: July 17, 2006, 10:47:23 AM » |
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aw.. thats so sad.  but i don't pity u.. life goes on dear.. just look for the bright side ayt? Give urself sum time.. 
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« Reply #6 on: July 19, 2006, 09:14:51 PM » |
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Sigh, this reminds me of my past
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« Reply #7 on: October 16, 2006, 08:34:29 PM » |
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Sigh, this reminds me of my past
me too it reminds my past also 
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« Reply #8 on: October 23, 2006, 09:28:46 PM » |
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aaww.. how sad. but life goes on. there's still many fishee in the sea. tilapia. bangus. lapu-lapu. : ]
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« Reply #9 on: October 24, 2006, 07:05:11 AM » |
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my heart goes out to you.. i know the feeling... i've also been through that before and i can assure you, that you will get through this.. every sad, painful experiences we have in our lives makes us stronger.. have faith.. tc!
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« Reply #10 on: October 24, 2006, 07:33:53 AM » |
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awww.. that's so sad.. is that ur own experience? how sad... don't worry everything will be ok..soon ^_^ TC and GB!
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« Reply #11 on: October 30, 2006, 02:59:11 AM » |
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what a love tragedy....
hiks....
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« Reply #12 on: November 17, 2006, 09:29:14 PM » |
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that's so sad... i've been there, and it's a lesson for me... but don't worry, there's many "someones" out there he will come in the right time... you won't find someone perfect, but it could be the perfect one for you. 
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